Saturday, January 31, 2009
♥ 31/01/09,saturday
Had not been updating the blog.....
sudden urge of scribbling something on it....
stress is unavoidable nowadays....
hate the feelings....
but could not escape...
trap in the deep hole...
don't know how to get out.....
however,i wouldn't call for help......
even if it takes alot of time...
does it matters?..
does it matters if i'm able to get out of it?
it's just too.....difficult.....
many things had happened......
cried so many times since the start of this
year....
i'm....useless?....
came across this sentence.......
"to achieve glory,overcome the pain first"
it truly makes sense....
everything comes with pain...isn't it?...
sitting in the bus,i began to think over again...
the stare that you had given me...
the expression...
the coldness....
this is the ending that you gave me...
it represents a 'full stop' to our friendship...
isn't it...
you made my thoughts change...
i wouldn't dare to get near you anymore...
perphaps.....never again....
why is it that i dare not look
into your eyes anymore?...
it's just too strange...
why is it that you do the same thing?
it makes me feel like you do feel the same as me ...
i knew that it's just an imagination..
i'm thinking too much..
but...
i HAD already given up...haven't i?
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9:22 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..