Friday, January 23, 2009
♥ 23/01/09,friday
Had been busy for the whole week.....
depressing...and for the term test.....it was the most tiring
week of my life.....
making me felt so tired.....
lack of sleep......almost everyday...
cried....for so many days....with and without
friends around....
i'm so useless and ashamed of myself..
actually,i thought that i could at least endure till today...the
last paper of this week.....but i can't...:((...nvm...
woke up early and went to school as normal....
was so afraid of the math paper today....
after mrning assembly,went back class to have our lessons....
after lessons,lunch and at 1.45pm,went for
CCA....
which only took us a while....
2.15pm,went backt o the classroom and continue with
exam....
lost 32 marks......
i'm going to be dead for the paper....
physics too....
my weakest part for physics is the electricity...
and teachers gave questions on that chapter....
shit...
hmmm...humans was average.....
after exam,spoke to soemone about something....
things are always so complicated with people's feelings
being hidden deep in their heart....
it's COMPLICATED!!!!
next,went for CCA....
we were isolated.......by the teachers,madams and
juniors...
all alone...nobody bothers about what we were dong...
sonce it's like this,why force us to go to CCA?
i'm confused about it....
we can spend the time for a better use,right?
i doubt that our presence make a big difference....
i dislike going to cca nowadays....
it's so boring....
without our platoon around....
next,walked with hao to chong pang....
we went to buy bubble tea and proceeded on...
chatting all the way there....
walked around and it was like so crowded....
it was so troublesome bringing our bags along....
bought three jeans and i was satisfied with it:)
or rather should i say extremely satisfied with it:D....
it was a relief that it was friday today....
first,i got to go out with my friend which made me
feel less tense....
second,it had been so long since we've
gone out together.....
had our dinner and ate 'hor fun'....
quite nice..
but i was about to vomitafter eating....
think it's because i did not eat because i'm hungry...
but for the sake of eating....
because i'm not hungry at all..
haha....
went home after that......
must it be that people will treasure one another after losing them?
i'm confused...
if yes,why don't you treat them better when they are alive?
i wouldn't be able to take it if someone were to leave me....
someone close....
don't be a coward....admit if you think you like that person...
your cowardness made people suffer.....
don't hide your feelings in your heart...people wouldn't be able
to guess what your thinking are.....
don't make yourself regret in the end....
Labels: term test week
11:58 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..