Friday, December 19, 2008
♥ 18/12/08,thursday
Was so nervous since last night...wasn't been able to sleep
when i lied down in bed....struggled to fall asleep....
but..still couldn't..so..i took my ear piece and listened to the songs,
sitting in bed...thinking of way too much things....suddenly,
everything went blank....and my eyelids were so heavy....
took my ear piece away and fell asleep...it was about 2.30am then....
Woke up at about 9am....
waited for the time to arrive.......
and sis suggested that we go down to have our lunch
when it's time,we went to have lunch and finally,it was time for
me to leave...
they wished me good luck and all the best
before we went our seperate ways.....
originally,planned to reach school at 2pm sharp...
however..
i do not know why that the bus came so fast today...
so,when i reached the bus stop near
school,it was 1.20pm...
so,i loitered at the void deck near the school
and walked so slowly that i managed
to reach school at 1.45pm...
dragged myself up to the hall and began to get so tense up
again....
kept quiet until the principal announced our results...
i heaved a sign of relief
when i heard that there are 100% passers for
english...
and about the other subjects..
was so happy when i saw clique 1's faces all on the board..
but when i got to know that my three subjects
got total of 4 marks,i was quite disappointed...
called home....told
sis about my results.....she was disappointed too....
me:''i got 4 marks for 3 subjects...''
sis:''huh?why like that?results not good..''
me:''ya''
sis:''never mind...don't be sad..try again''
(sounded disapppointed)
haiz.....
when it's time for us to leave,i decided that i'll wait for
geok theng to leave and walk home from northpoint.......
so...
i started walking from the traffic..listening to songs..
and strolled slowly...
when i walked to sembawang community club,
my legs already felt so tired...
so..i decided to take the bus.......thought of so much things
while walking...
do not dare to go home and show her my results..
but..i still have to face her no matter what..
i tried to drag myself as slowly as possible
from the bus stop back home...
when i reached home,i tried to sound cheerful..
asking my mum if she's interested to take
a look at my results...
she said ok and i showed her...
the first thing she said made me more depressed
her:"what's your marks for the top three subs?"
me:"four"
her:"why four?why not three?you could have done better
than this,you know..."
me:"ya"
haiz....i have no choice.....
next,while i was talking to sis,she said
''i'm not satisfied with your results....''
me:''enough!!!''
i started showing my bad temper and walked away..
Tonight,mum brought us to the nearby temple
for the major event...
it was quite fun but because it was full of smoke(from joss stick)
,it made us cry...left the place at about 10.12pm...
bathed,talked to hao on the phone and
started to on the computer....
hmmm..
shall end off here..
was so tired tonight.......
Labels: "N" levels results
12:23 AM
to be a CKK instructor asap..