Saturday, September 27, 2008
♥ 27/09/08,saturday
Happy birthday to my second sis!!!!!!>_<... had a simple celebration today...:)......although simple,we were quite happy...for that short moment,i had almost forgotten the unhappiness that have been bothering me...... It's only almost one more day to 'N' levels exam....hmmm.....i'm so nervous about it....i want to try my best to work hard towards my targets.......hope that i could reach my target.....i do not wish to disappoint them.......i promised that i'll work really hard......really...please believe........i 'm only left with the last breathe to run all the way to the point...if i couldn't make it,i might really break down...i'll not even hestitate to break down in front of everone.....because the burden is already too heavy for me to take it.....i'm afraid that i'll give up.....:(....I had been thinking....thinking that if i entered thru-train beforehand,i would not have such a hard time......its so upsetting that i'm not able to reach your targets....i'm sorry......:(...... For this whole week,i've been so busy...busy adjusting.....haiz.....felt so tired.....had been emo-ing for two or three days in school....i couldn't take it....therefore,broke down in front of buddy.....thanks,buddy..loves.....and i'm sorry to the others that i had been showing a bad attitude towards you all.....:(....i also appreciate the boys in my class.....especially qiang and yang.....always trying to cheer me up.......arigato..:)......also,stayed back night studies on tuesday and friday......had a fun time on friday......:)especially with qiang around..he's so funny and talking nonsense all the time....haha......and jia hao was also ''molested'' on tuesday while walking to northpoint......haha..it's an indian man..think his brain is not on the right track.....hehz.....:D........i shall end off here......shall post...maybe...after 'N' levels?...hehz......all the best for everyone taking 'N' levels......especially zan hao,grace,qi,chrina and mao.....yang and qiang too..:)......buddy told me ''hard work pays off..''...i believe in that too......all the best:)!!!!
***i've already been trying..always trying...but..i couldn't do it.....please forgive me...it's not that i want to feel that way for you....and did not want to cling to you unnecessarily......but..i've been given no time to settle my feelings....but..i'll keep on trying..try to avoid you...and its lucky that we won't be seeing each other in a short time......you must be feeling relief........sorry to cause trouble to you..gomei......:(***
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10:14 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..