Friday, July 18, 2008
♥ 18/07/08,friday
It was quite a terrible day for me today....as many things happened....i can't take it during HUMANS and physics lesson that i broke down suddenly....felt reallt terrible at that time....but luckily..i got friends around me that will concern about me..especially shu fang,melvin and dinesh..i have to say ''thanks!'' to the three of you..and also zan hao....lessons ended at 12.45pm today...and i had been slacking around since then...doing nothing other than chating and walking about...the boys also planned for a soccer game in the field at 3.30pm....hmmm....i went to watch the game with melvin and its a really fun game.....we kept laughing at them..and jin qiang was really funnny.....haha....we also went to the forth floor to watch their game as we do not have anything else to do....and its so amazing that melvin called in a whispering voice..calling ''zen~~~son~~~''..and he heard...haha..so funny...we were surprised too.....:D....stayed in school until about 5.35pm before we left school.....and someone was missing someone so much that someone kept talking about someone..haha..i shall not make further elaboration....heh...after that,walked out of school with shuhada and melvin.we walked in three seperate routes..heh....after we walked a seperate path,i was alone again...hmm...its not good to be alone....and i was thinking of him while walking to my bus stop......haiz.....i really can't stop thinking about him.....hmmm..nvm..i'll try my best to forget ...as what dinesh told me really makes some sense for me....he told me that if i did not love that person so much that i really can't control,i should not consider to be in a relationship.....and if possible don't even think about it....and beng tiat also once told me something like that....i appreciated ur advises...and thanks....
Yesterday,ms howe ask us to go for a talk in the innovative room....she showed us the slide shows that she made during the weekend....its quite memorable as we saw our photos that were taken few years back..since year 2005 that we had entered YTSS.....i realised then that how much i love my class....everyone of them.......and ms howe's also afraid that our class would end up like this year's 5n2.....a class that does not bond together..and clique in groups base on their races.....i'm not very sure if our class would become like that...but i hope it won't.....she also told us that she actually intended to put the name of this slide show as ''the best days of my life''...but she's afraid that soem of us would not agree with this name...but i would rather she change the name to that.....hmmm.....i wish that we would stay as a class forever....
***you should not be the one avoiding me...i can see from your eyes that you was thinking about something..or maybe considering if you still want to befriend me.....sorry to make you feel so uncomfortable...but i should be the one trying to avoid....pls..give me some time for my feelings towards you to fade away..... ***
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8:34 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..