Saturday, July 19, 2008
♥ 19/07/08,saturday
Today was a fun day as we went to library to do homework together....but as normal,we did not do much but rather talk alot..haha...after that,have something on at 3pm and went off but they told me that they will wait for me to come back..heh..so nice sia...then soon after,went back to meet them at about 6pm...and only learnt that they were already in causeway while i was crossing the road to library....heh...after that i rushed up to comic connection to meet them....and when i reached the second floor,i saw that they were all looking at me..heh..but at that moment,i felt so warm..as in i'm glad that they are always with me....and suddenly felt so happy when i saw them....after meeting up,went to timezone cause they say they saw someone that i'm afraid of...heh....after that,we actually decided to go for a basketball game at the court near yishuntown...but we have no ball to play....also felt so sorry towards jonathan and yang cause actually did asked them along to play but cancelled it after that...ps....we'll play again next time....
Finally,we decided to catch a movie...we actually intended to watch ''The Dark Knight''..but the tickets for 6pm,7pm and 9pm were all selling fast...and when we wanted to buy the tickets,only a few sits were left...so,we changed our mind to watch ''Hellboy 2''....it was quite a nice and interesting show...but it lasted for about two hours...and we were sitting at the second row..which made my neck really pain....after movie,it was already 10pm...and i felt like i'm going to fall anytime...as i'm too sleepy..haiz....oh..almost forgot to mention...we also saw matthew they all and ivan together at the cinema...they were going to watch ''The Dark Knight''..and they actually managed to buy the tickets....hmmm..unfair....:(...heh...after which,went home straight..and the two of them accompany me to take the bus....it was a fun day after all~~~~~.....love them!!!!!stay by my side forever,my friends....
Finally,we decided to catch a movie...we actually intended to watch ''The Dark Knight''..but the tickets for 6pm,7pm and 9pm were all selling fast...and when we wanted to buy the tickets,only a few sits were left...so,we changed our mind to watch ''Hellboy 2''....it was quite a nice and interesting show...but it lasted for about two hours...and we were sitting at the second row..which made my neck really pain....after movie,it was already 10pm...and i felt like i'm going to fall anytime...as i'm too sleepy..haiz....oh..almost forgot to mention...we also saw matthew they all and ivan together at the cinema...they were going to watch ''The Dark Knight''..and they actually managed to buy the tickets....hmmm..unfair....:(...heh...after which,went home straight..and the two of them accompany me to take the bus....it was a fun day after all~~~~~.....love them!!!!!stay by my side forever,my friends....
Labels: beloved friends
11:13 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
♥ 18/07/08,friday
It was quite a terrible day for me today....as many things happened....i can't take it during HUMANS and physics lesson that i broke down suddenly....felt reallt terrible at that time....but luckily..i got friends around me that will concern about me..especially shu fang,melvin and dinesh..i have to say ''thanks!'' to the three of you..and also zan hao....lessons ended at 12.45pm today...and i had been slacking around since then...doing nothing other than chating and walking about...the boys also planned for a soccer game in the field at 3.30pm....hmmm....i went to watch the game with melvin and its a really fun game.....we kept laughing at them..and jin qiang was really funnny.....haha....we also went to the forth floor to watch their game as we do not have anything else to do....and its so amazing that melvin called in a whispering voice..calling ''zen~~~son~~~''..and he heard...haha..so funny...we were surprised too.....:D....stayed in school until about 5.35pm before we left school.....and someone was missing someone so much that someone kept talking about someone..haha..i shall not make further elaboration....heh...after that,walked out of school with shuhada and melvin.we walked in three seperate routes..heh....after we walked a seperate path,i was alone again...hmm...its not good to be alone....and i was thinking of him while walking to my bus stop......haiz.....i really can't stop thinking about him.....hmmm..nvm..i'll try my best to forget ...as what dinesh told me really makes some sense for me....he told me that if i did not love that person so much that i really can't control,i should not consider to be in a relationship.....and if possible don't even think about it....and beng tiat also once told me something like that....i appreciated ur advises...and thanks....
Yesterday,ms howe ask us to go for a talk in the innovative room....she showed us the slide shows that she made during the weekend....its quite memorable as we saw our photos that were taken few years back..since year 2005 that we had entered YTSS.....i realised then that how much i love my class....everyone of them.......and ms howe's also afraid that our class would end up like this year's 5n2.....a class that does not bond together..and clique in groups base on their races.....i'm not very sure if our class would become like that...but i hope it won't.....she also told us that she actually intended to put the name of this slide show as ''the best days of my life''...but she's afraid that soem of us would not agree with this name...but i would rather she change the name to that.....hmmm.....i wish that we would stay as a class forever....
***you should not be the one avoiding me...i can see from your eyes that you was thinking about something..or maybe considering if you still want to befriend me.....sorry to make you feel so uncomfortable...but i should be the one trying to avoid....pls..give me some time for my feelings towards you to fade away..... ***
Labels: broke down
8:34 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
♥ 14/07/08,monday
Hmm....nothing's been happening these few days....but...today,during english lesson,that stupid OH HONG KIAT.....he kept urguing with me!!!and its really that i did not realise that he wore specs today.....and he vandalises nat's calculator...hahaha..i've posted it up...heh..hong kiat,did you see it?heh...:)and i need to clearify something...i do not have any boyfriend!!!!haiz..stop spreading the rumours....someone might be hurt because of this.....please.....i shall stop here....
Labels: OH HONG KIAT
5:37 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
♥ 11 july 2008,friday
Its been a short day today..and its so strange..maybe its because that we have to stay till 4pm everyday and its so strange to end so early today..hmmm...went to school at the same time and as normal,i've always wished to be able to see him.....i mean like maybe if he's walking to school and i can just follow behind him without him noticing me..:)heh...and because of him,i kept thinking about those things that would never ever happened....i mean that its truly impossible...and i woke up at 12 something after dreaming of something about him..and thought that it was already 5 something in the morning....haiz..when can i stop thinking about him?.....as normal...reach school at the same time....and was feeling extremely unwell....cause felt like vomitting....felt better after that.....
In the afternoon,went to have my english 'N' level oral exam....i was like so nervous....and the questions given were like quite difficult....hmm..hope that i could achieve my target....after my oral,went back to class and after chrina went off,it seems that the whole class was so empty and i'm left alone....alone in the empty class made me felt the sudden loneliness....i didn't ever know that the sense of loneliness could be so strong....hmm..went off after that..and throughout the whole journey home,felt even more lonely...and thought of him more....haiz..hope that i could see him..and the day will be only on monday..haiz.....i shall end off here....will update if there's anything interesting that had happened...
***its been lonely without you around...although we are not together,but the persence of you made me have the courage to do everything....hope to see you soon....but i've also promised myself to aviod him..i will try my best!!!!!***
In the afternoon,went to have my english 'N' level oral exam....i was like so nervous....and the questions given were like quite difficult....hmm..hope that i could achieve my target....after my oral,went back to class and after chrina went off,it seems that the whole class was so empty and i'm left alone....alone in the empty class made me felt the sudden loneliness....i didn't ever know that the sense of loneliness could be so strong....hmm..went off after that..and throughout the whole journey home,felt even more lonely...and thought of him more....haiz..hope that i could see him..and the day will be only on monday..haiz.....i shall end off here....will update if there's anything interesting that had happened...
***its been lonely without you around...although we are not together,but the persence of you made me have the courage to do everything....hope to see you soon....but i've also promised myself to aviod him..i will try my best!!!!!***
Labels: short day..
6:26 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
♥ 10 july 2008,thursday
**hong kiat sleeping!!!!**
**matthew and zen!!**Hmm...nothing big had actually happened these few days...but i'm so nervous about my 'N' levels oral tomorrow.....ahhh...i'm the sixth one to go....but i'm considered as lucky..as grace will be the first to go....haha....wish everyone who's going to take the oral tomorrow all the best!!!
Today,during english lesson,everyone slacked around and talked...but also got do homework....as mrs ong went for oral and was not around....i caught hong kiat sleeping and gays..gaying...haha...its matthew and ah zen..they are gaying in class....heh..>_<...matthew was hugging zen ..heh....so funny....and felt really excited today as i heard something about him.....yeah..but i know i'll be more disappointed if i know the truth....hmmm....doesn't matter now..as i want to be happier now and think lesser about the later part which will be considered as unhappy to me....haiz....also have tests on wednesday,thursday and friday...its almost everyday...!!!!but its better for me as i'm really a slacker..as in i'm really very lazy in terms of studies....'N' levels coming...hope that everyone can buck up and try their very best to promote to secondary five......ALL THE BEST!!!:)
***i'm confused...did you really change?in terms of your personality...i want to know..but deep inside my heart,i felt that you are the same as before the incident....or...do you want to protect yourself in order not to get hurt again so you pretend to be happy?.....i really wondered...**
Labels: oral
8:58 PM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
♥ 06/07/08,sunday
Yesterday was a really fun day...i did not regret going to the concert...we even saw mrs samuel dance..she shaked her butt..haha..and moreover,mr tan yee kan dance too.....also shaked his butt.....heh..almost all the boys and a few girls came and i mean from our class....the other classes almost everyone came except 4/3..so few people.....hmmm...i reach the school quite late at about 6pm cause being delayed by something important....and managed to join tham in the parade square......then we went up class by class....in the hall,qi and me sat with the boys..and they were really so funny..we kept joking....>_<....even have a small fight with yang....heh...the performances yesterday was the most interesting one that i've ever seen....i don't mind going for the second time.....after the performances,its already almost 10pm...as we proceeded to the gate to wait for xiu hui to join us..and went to long john afterwards....cause i wanna see him..so i chose a sit that can see directly..haha.....but i was really lucky enough to be able to see him as he walk pass.....:)....we also took pictures together....and actually thought i catching a movie before going home..but i'm afraid that i'll miss the last bus...so i have no choice...after dinner,went to mac cause xiu hui's family are over there..and have an ice-cream cone before leaving....its really a fun day yesterday..love it the most....wish that my secondary school life won't end so soon...i'm really afraid that i won't be able to see you again......
***wish to stay by your side as long as possible..it seems like i'm already at the deep end of the well..its very hard to climb out of it again....i do not know how to control my feelings towards you again anymore..but i think i should learn to control it from now onwards....i should try to avoid you.....i'll try my best to do it...***
Labels: ytss concert
11:30 AM
to be a CKK instructor asap..