Wednesday, May 7, 2008
♥ 7 may 2008,wednesday
Its been quite a while since i've updated my blog...had been busy with exam recently and couldn't even breathe properly cause doesn't feel well..as in mood...i've been thinking what will my mum say to me the moment i show her my result slip...but there's one thing i can confirm..that is..she will tell me that she's truly disappointed in me...i hate to listen when she told me that she's disappoint in me...and probably mrs samuel too...i'm really afraid that she will told me off and lose hope in me....although i left only one paper which is my math paper 2,i'm not relax at all...i knew...i knew my results..i felt that i could really foresee my future...this is probably because of my last minute work..its my revenge....and i knew from a long time ago that its my fault for starting so late everytime....its always after the matter that i regret for everything i had done...
I'm feeling a little difficult to breathe and that something is on my chest that is making me felt so difficult...but i should be ok after a few days...don't really feel like going to school after exam as its the days that we are taking back our exam papers...maybe i should skip school for a few days...at least i can escape a little longer before facing everyone...hah..maybe should go hide in the cave for the time being..and shall wait for everyone including my family forget me..after which then i shall come out....heh..what a stupid idea...but at least can hide away for a while...haiz...exam should not be over so fast...maybe at least i could have a few more days to work on my revision...again,i regretted.....i hated this feeling...hmmm...maybe i should go and hurt myself and end up in hospital..hmm..but kiddin lar...but maybe my mum would at least look at me and give me her attention for a while...haiz..but maybe i should not have hope towards this....but at least my friends give me their attention..i'm happy enough...^_^...i have friends who worth my smile...chrinana,jian zhi,tai di xiong,mayoku.....and of course got some more....heh...i love them!!!!...i hope that my friends can be happy everyday...^_^...this shall be my birthday wish for this year.....
Chrinana Lee Siew Mai!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!...heh..my boyish,best buddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heh.....
I'm feeling a little difficult to breathe and that something is on my chest that is making me felt so difficult...but i should be ok after a few days...don't really feel like going to school after exam as its the days that we are taking back our exam papers...maybe i should skip school for a few days...at least i can escape a little longer before facing everyone...hah..maybe should go hide in the cave for the time being..and shall wait for everyone including my family forget me..after which then i shall come out....heh..what a stupid idea...but at least can hide away for a while...haiz...exam should not be over so fast...maybe at least i could have a few more days to work on my revision...again,i regretted.....i hated this feeling...hmmm...maybe i should go and hurt myself and end up in hospital..hmm..but kiddin lar...but maybe my mum would at least look at me and give me her attention for a while...haiz..but maybe i should not have hope towards this....but at least my friends give me their attention..i'm happy enough...^_^...i have friends who worth my smile...chrinana,jian zhi,tai di xiong,mayoku.....and of course got some more....heh...i love them!!!!...i hope that my friends can be happy everyday...^_^...this shall be my birthday wish for this year.....
Chrinana Lee Siew Mai!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!...heh..my boyish,best buddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heh.....
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3:53 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..