Saturday, March 8, 2008
♥ 08/03/08,saturday
Hi......time to post again...its march holiday now but i don't actually want to have e holiday....it seems that i'm starting to have troubles since friday...today,i felt so guilty for the wrong thing that i had made....sorry huan....i had the courage to apologise cause i remembered that u once told me that ''for every wrong that you had made,you cannot use any excuse to cover up for it''...and i agreed with you...i told teacher about it..and am trying my best to make it up for you......i promise..promise not to make this mistake again.....sorry......:(....today went for our KOTO test...and the paper made me felt quite confuse..maybe is that i didn't study it properly.......
Yesterday,its quite a busy day for me cause meiting they all didn't come and kamal and me were assigned to take charge of the plt ones....which made us really busy and luckily we got help from a few plt threes.....thanks to those who helped......after KOTO,went to have lunch with emily and zan hao,after emily left,gene came.....and we chat.....after that went straight home and rest for a while before going there.......its so tiring and i'm struggling really hard....but i will continue and get on with it with all my best......i'm really troubled with all e problems....but after i saw christ's massage,i felt better.....thanks for e comforting..its really great to have u as my friend for so many years...you knows me best..love ya!!!!:)..i'm thinking..thinking that after we die,where will we go?many told me that some will go heaven and maybe some hell....but i'm thinking that after we die,maybe the person will let us choose...choose to live in our childhood memories where we had grown up in and had many beautiful images or...choose to go back to the place we had just left.....haiz...but after writing,i think i'm the only one who really understands this sentence....but never mind....as long as i understand,its fine....i shall stop here...nothing much happened today...*_*
(let me to just quietly stand beside u and solve all your problems for you....i won't let you face your problems yourself...come to me if you need me....i promise and i will do it...and sorry for the trouble that i had brought to you....sorry...)
Yesterday,its quite a busy day for me cause meiting they all didn't come and kamal and me were assigned to take charge of the plt ones....which made us really busy and luckily we got help from a few plt threes.....thanks to those who helped......after KOTO,went to have lunch with emily and zan hao,after emily left,gene came.....and we chat.....after that went straight home and rest for a while before going there.......its so tiring and i'm struggling really hard....but i will continue and get on with it with all my best......i'm really troubled with all e problems....but after i saw christ's massage,i felt better.....thanks for e comforting..its really great to have u as my friend for so many years...you knows me best..love ya!!!!:)..i'm thinking..thinking that after we die,where will we go?many told me that some will go heaven and maybe some hell....but i'm thinking that after we die,maybe the person will let us choose...choose to live in our childhood memories where we had grown up in and had many beautiful images or...choose to go back to the place we had just left.....haiz...but after writing,i think i'm the only one who really understands this sentence....but never mind....as long as i understand,its fine....i shall stop here...nothing much happened today...*_*
(let me to just quietly stand beside u and solve all your problems for you....i won't let you face your problems yourself...come to me if you need me....i promise and i will do it...and sorry for the trouble that i had brought to you....sorry...)
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10:01 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..