Wednesday, February 6, 2008
♥ time flies..
Yo!!!i'm back!!!hmmm..my last update is on nov 18 and time really flies..throughtout the months,i've really thought through a lot.....and during these times,i thought that i'vebeen more matured,matured towards facing my own problems and the way that i had to handle them.......i think that i'm not wrong to say that i'm being force into thinking that way as the surrounding really force me into it......friends,school and everything.....hmmm..don't really know why that i'm becoming so emotional these days...often,i will have a sudden thinking that i will be destined to leave all of them....
Maybe i can try to stop thinking cause everything is making me feel so tired and will collaspe anytime....hmmm...but now,i only wish that we will become friends like before....haiz.....let's not talk anything about this now...hmmm..i'm so worried about my term test results now...hoping greatly that our term test period will be over in a wink..but i know that its truly impossible.its been quite a long time since i've touch e com cause there's something wrong with it and we only manage to get e installation disc a few days ago...hmmm..also missed a lot of animes and shows during this miserable period...and now my favourite anime is until episode 60 something already....times really flies...and i truly hate this feeling:(maybe time also symbolises changes in life which i hate the most...we are now in secondary 4 and the feeling from the start of school is like we are all preparing for a marathon that will last for 2 years and we are now already on the running track.....
Hmmm..also wissh that kikoku gang will come back together again cause i really miss the days together although there's unhappy times.....hmmm..and one more thing is that my family are planning to have steamboat later on which makes me truly excited cause we only get to eat re-union dinner once a year......and tomorrow is the first day of chinese new and its a new year again......hmmm..not really happy actually.......and don't really know why....ok..maybe i should stop here....i'll update again....:)
***i'm happy just watching u ...i think that's just enough for me as i don't really have qualities to be even standing beside u....i'm tired but i promise..promise to keep watching u forever....i will be the one to protect u..i swear...***
Maybe i can try to stop thinking cause everything is making me feel so tired and will collaspe anytime....hmmm...but now,i only wish that we will become friends like before....haiz.....let's not talk anything about this now...hmmm..i'm so worried about my term test results now...hoping greatly that our term test period will be over in a wink..but i know that its truly impossible.its been quite a long time since i've touch e com cause there's something wrong with it and we only manage to get e installation disc a few days ago...hmmm..also missed a lot of animes and shows during this miserable period...and now my favourite anime is until episode 60 something already....times really flies...and i truly hate this feeling:(maybe time also symbolises changes in life which i hate the most...we are now in secondary 4 and the feeling from the start of school is like we are all preparing for a marathon that will last for 2 years and we are now already on the running track.....
Hmmm..also wissh that kikoku gang will come back together again cause i really miss the days together although there's unhappy times.....hmmm..and one more thing is that my family are planning to have steamboat later on which makes me truly excited cause we only get to eat re-union dinner once a year......and tomorrow is the first day of chinese new and its a new year again......hmmm..not really happy actually.......and don't really know why....ok..maybe i should stop here....i'll update again....:)
***i'm happy just watching u ...i think that's just enough for me as i don't really have qualities to be even standing beside u....i'm tired but i promise..promise to keep watching u forever....i will be the one to protect u..i swear...***
Labels: feelings..
5:55 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..