Wednesday, August 1, 2007
♥ 01/08/07,wednesday
long time neva come update entry ler..ha...todae went for the through train talk....hmmm..at first i thought tat through train is make us at disadvantage but later then noe tat we are at e advantage side..hmmm..still considering sia...dunno lar..but chrinana,gu lei and zan hao all dun wan go through train..so...i dunno i wan go not.......haiz...ma fan ar!!!
heh...nowadays at class,i'm suffering from ''MENTAL BULLYING''....haha...(funny)cause stupid ah zen they all influence the class to call me bee....grrrr....heh...but quite fun cause can play everyday....ha...
but during these few months,i'm feeling so irritated....and uncomfortable......towards somethings and matter....haiz....and todae when i went home then i tell my mum bout the through train thing and i say i think i wanna consider go through train ...then my mum scold me and say ''if u wanna decide it urself then u might as well dun ask me for any opinion or ask me go for the friday talk''....i'm so angry...cause she's onli ordering me around.....from young till now,she's already deciding for my future.....keep telling me''the decisions i made are surely the best for u!''
then i like ''wat sia''...haiz.....i jux wanna make a decision myself for the first time for my own future....but she...haiz....think i save my breath ler.....anyway..really so angry lor.....:(.....**angry**.......but nvm.....
***friendship made me feel so frustrating....going to be crazy...everything's not right for me now....its like someone is trying to sow discord us....''but can our friendship really able to take all these?''......
Labels: irritated and angry.....^3^
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