Saturday, August 30, 2008
♥ 30/08/08,saturday
Yesterday,went to school for the teacher's day celebration...i'm amazed by the performances..its so interesting and not boring at all.....but..felt a little afraid as next year,it will be our chance to perform for the teachers.....after which,went to have lunch with zan hao and half way through,lao tie called me and asked me to join them.....but..i cannot ps zan hao..so,cannot join..:(....sad......after that,went straight home and met Gojo for dinner at sakura.....its so far..at boon lay.....lastly,finish our meal and enjoyed a stroll in the stadium before we left..had lots of fun yesterday......:)
Although i'm happy presently,i still sense that there will be something bad that will happen soon.....its so terrible.....so afraid.......afraid to see something which i don't want to see it.....hmm....nvm.....next week,tuesday,it will be the start of our 'N' levels.....tuesday-chinese,wednesday-social studies and thursday-english.......so nervous..however,something which made us disppointed is that we will not be sitting in a air-con hall...rather,a hot,warm and uneasy hall.......haiz.....we should be treated better...haha.....:)and tomorrow,it will be my day!!!!but...just don't feel right.....i don't feel secured at all.....its like something really terrible will haoppen..just tomorrow......haiz...think i should not think too much.....:(.......but.....just work harder for my exams......all the best everyone!!!!i shall end off here.....
Although i'm happy presently,i still sense that there will be something bad that will happen soon.....its so terrible.....so afraid.......afraid to see something which i don't want to see it.....hmm....nvm.....next week,tuesday,it will be the start of our 'N' levels.....tuesday-chinese,wednesday-social studies and thursday-english.......so nervous..however,something which made us disppointed is that we will not be sitting in a air-con hall...rather,a hot,warm and uneasy hall.......haiz.....we should be treated better...haha.....:)and tomorrow,it will be my day!!!!but...just don't feel right.....i don't feel secured at all.....its like something really terrible will haoppen..just tomorrow......haiz...think i should not think too much.....:(.......but.....just work harder for my exams......all the best everyone!!!!i shall end off here.....
Labels: TDC
7:02 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
♥ 28/08/08,thursday
Felt so tired today..almost felt like fainting.....ahh...
Reached school at the same time today and saw hao and the gate...she asked me to accompany her to meet mdm cao yang at the glass door...and we met her till 8 something....skipped a little of the spring cleaning....:)lucky....after which,continued with our lessons.....all the way till 4pm...mayoku also fall sick today..fever....hope that she can get well by tomorrow:).....chrinana too....fever also...must take good care of yourselves...both of you must drink more water......be prepared for 'N' levels....
Yesterday,during chemistry lesson,shu fang asked me why am i absent for two days and i told her that i'm admitted to hospital...and she cried....i did not know that she cared for me......:)so touch......thanks,shu fang..loves.....:)i'm so excited for tomorrow.....its teacher's day celebration and i'm going to have a busy day......so many plans with different people.....and also going for celebration with gojo tomorrow night...:)..couldn't wait....:D...
I shall end off here:)....will update tomorrow night:)....
Reached school at the same time today and saw hao and the gate...she asked me to accompany her to meet mdm cao yang at the glass door...and we met her till 8 something....skipped a little of the spring cleaning....:)lucky....after which,continued with our lessons.....all the way till 4pm...mayoku also fall sick today..fever....hope that she can get well by tomorrow:).....chrinana too....fever also...must take good care of yourselves...both of you must drink more water......be prepared for 'N' levels....
Yesterday,during chemistry lesson,shu fang asked me why am i absent for two days and i told her that i'm admitted to hospital...and she cried....i did not know that she cared for me......:)so touch......thanks,shu fang..loves.....:)i'm so excited for tomorrow.....its teacher's day celebration and i'm going to have a busy day......so many plans with different people.....and also going for celebration with gojo tomorrow night...:)..couldn't wait....:D...
I shall end off here:)....will update tomorrow night:)....
Labels: excited
7:24 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
♥ 24/08/08,sunday
Felt so strange today......and also quite boring.....wasted the whole day...walking around,using computer and talking...haiz..regretted badly on this....and felt so guilty..cause soemone actually believed that i was using my time fruitfully today...ahh...i'm sorry.....i didn't mean to pretend to......hmm...all the way up till now..i hadn't been doing much.....and 'N' levels is onli next next week......felt like banging on the now.....hmmmm..i'm also thankful to the school for arranging those performances during the assembly.......i knew that the intention is to allow us to take a little rest before our exams.....thanks.....
i'm not sure what's wrong with me these few days....i've been having mood swing too recently that i'm beginning to suspect if there's anything wrong with me....and....i felt so frustrated and maybe disappointed upon hearing his name......hmmm...don't really know what's wrong with me.....ahhhhh...help me pls.....i'm going to be down with depression if these goes on.....:(
Going to try my best for everything thta i will be doing from now onwards!!!!for her..for him too......two person whom i will remember deep in my heart....i promise....its my promise towards the two of you........
Anyway,its the closing ceremony for beijing olympics......the performances were quite amazing to me....its beautiful.....and its quite a memorable olympics.....lasted for 16 days.....at least singapore got a silver medal...and its the first one.....:)cheerss....
its time to end off here!!!!!:).......
sin:D
i'm not sure what's wrong with me these few days....i've been having mood swing too recently that i'm beginning to suspect if there's anything wrong with me....and....i felt so frustrated and maybe disappointed upon hearing his name......hmmm...don't really know what's wrong with me.....ahhhhh...help me pls.....i'm going to be down with depression if these goes on.....:(
Going to try my best for everything thta i will be doing from now onwards!!!!for her..for him too......two person whom i will remember deep in my heart....i promise....its my promise towards the two of you........
Anyway,its the closing ceremony for beijing olympics......the performances were quite amazing to me....its beautiful.....and its quite a memorable olympics.....lasted for 16 days.....at least singapore got a silver medal...and its the first one.....:)cheerss....
its time to end off here!!!!!:).......
sin:D
Labels: boring day
10:02 PM
♥ 24/08/08,sunday
Tagged by Berlinda :D
1. The person who tag you last you is :
-berlinda
2. Your relationship with him/her is :
-Friend ! :D
3. Your five impression of him/her is :
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done to you :
-Nth
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you :
-thank you
6. If he/she become your lover ,you will :
-Not possible
7. If he/she become your lover , thing he/she has to improve on will be :
- Not possible
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will :
-probably not possible
9. If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be :
-because of someone else???
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :
-Nth
11. Your overall impression of him/her is :
-She's nice as a friend
12.How you think people around you will feel abt you ?
-not very sure..
13. The character you love of yourself are :
-always being optimistic about things..
14. On the contrary , the characters you hate yourself are :
-always thinking too much..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is :
-being the nicest person in the whole world..:)
16. For people that care and like you , say something to them :
-i love u..please do not abandon me...
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you :
-Zan hao
-grace
-li qi
-yang
-chrinana
-beng tiat
-jasmine aw
-nathanael
-kahyee
-wyping
18. Who is no 6 having relationship with :
-nobody,but i'll help him..:D
19. Is no 9 a male /female ?
-Female
20. If no 7 and no 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
-its impossible
21. What is no.2 studying about ?
-N level
22. When was the last time you chat with no 3 ?
-24 aug
23. What kind of music band does no 8 like ?
- err..not very sure
24. Does no 1 have any silbling ?
-yes , brother
25.Will you woo no 3 ?
-Not possible cos i'm a girl
26. How abt no 7 ?
-She's a girl...
27. Is no 4 single ?
-yes
28. What is the surname of no 5 ?
-Lee
29. What's the hobby of no 4 ?
-erm..not very sure
30. Does no 5 and 9 get along well ?
-They do not know each other....
31.Where no 2 studying at ?
-My class in Ytss
32. Talk something about no 1 :
-She's my good friend and in my clique
33. Have you try develop feelings for no 8 ?
-No...
34.Wheren no 9 live at ?
-err..not very sure...bishan????
35. What colour does no 4 like?
-don't know...
36. Are no 5 and 1 best friend ?
-should be....
37. Does no 1 have pet ?
- No
38. is no 7 the sexiest person in th world ?
-no comments..
39. What no 10 doing now ?
-outside,shopping???or at home sleeping/studying??
Finally done the quiz :D
1. The person who tag you last you is :
-berlinda
2. Your relationship with him/her is :
-Friend ! :D
3. Your five impression of him/her is :
- 1.She treat me as friend
- 2. She's my classmate
- 3. She's from chinese dance
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done to you :
-Nth
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you :
-thank you
6. If he/she become your lover ,you will :
-Not possible
7. If he/she become your lover , thing he/she has to improve on will be :
- Not possible
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will :
-probably not possible
9. If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be :
-because of someone else???
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :
-Nth
11. Your overall impression of him/her is :
-She's nice as a friend
12.How you think people around you will feel abt you ?
-not very sure..
13. The character you love of yourself are :
-always being optimistic about things..
14. On the contrary , the characters you hate yourself are :
-always thinking too much..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is :
-being the nicest person in the whole world..:)
16. For people that care and like you , say something to them :
-i love u..please do not abandon me...
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you :
-Zan hao
-grace
-li qi
-yang
-chrinana
-beng tiat
-jasmine aw
-nathanael
-kahyee
-wyping
18. Who is no 6 having relationship with :
-nobody,but i'll help him..:D
19. Is no 9 a male /female ?
-Female
20. If no 7 and no 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
-its impossible
21. What is no.2 studying about ?
-N level
22. When was the last time you chat with no 3 ?
-24 aug
23. What kind of music band does no 8 like ?
- err..not very sure
24. Does no 1 have any silbling ?
-yes , brother
25.Will you woo no 3 ?
-Not possible cos i'm a girl
26. How abt no 7 ?
-She's a girl...
27. Is no 4 single ?
-yes
28. What is the surname of no 5 ?
-Lee
29. What's the hobby of no 4 ?
-erm..not very sure
30. Does no 5 and 9 get along well ?
-They do not know each other....
31.Where no 2 studying at ?
-My class in Ytss
32. Talk something about no 1 :
-She's my good friend and in my clique
33. Have you try develop feelings for no 8 ?
-No...
34.Wheren no 9 live at ?
-err..not very sure...bishan????
35. What colour does no 4 like?
-don't know...
36. Are no 5 and 1 best friend ?
-should be....
37. Does no 1 have pet ?
- No
38. is no 7 the sexiest person in th world ?
-no comments..
39. What no 10 doing now ?
-outside,shopping???or at home sleeping/studying??
Finally done the quiz :D
Labels: quizzzz
2:17 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
♥ 23/08/08,saturday
22/08/08;Friday
Went to Nihon Mura with Gojo for dinner......had quite
a fun day....>_<...(i'm sorry for not joining the others for dinner....)ps......the time that we took to go there was about one hour and twenty mins....hmmm..... its quite a long time for us..and the bus was really crowded with people as its time after work and school for all.....:).. managed to squeeze up the bus and got out of the bus in time... it was already about 7pm when we reached there.....had a sumptous meal bafore leaving which was about 8pm.....its considered a waste as we only stayed there for one hour:)but i did not regret going there.....after which,we took train back.....and,when we reach the station,we do not know which side should we take...and the train was already there,door closing..therefore,i ran and check the board.. i thought Gojo was following me but she did not manage to catch up... haha...when i ran into the train,the door closed....we staring at each other blankly...then i immediately told her that i will be waiting for her at the next station...hmmm..its quite scary at that time....cause i'm left alone.....Gojo's scared too....:)next thing i knew was that i'm all alone at the station call ''Lakeside''..and its already 9 something at night....which made me more afraid...... wouldn't have rushed in like that if i knew it would be like this.....regretted...and sorry Gojo...for ''abandoning'' you like that.....i promise that i won't do this again.....reached home at about 9.30pm after that.... also,we promised that we would be out celebrating our up-coming ''big day''....heh....hope that it could be a successful one.... ahhh..i'm so excited about it..even if its a few days more:)... thinking of going zoo at first...but its so ridiculous....haha then,thought of going Sakura.....and attemting to call the others out too....:D.....hope that this year could be a memorable one......:) and also,so excited for the teacher's day concert too.... knew that the sce 4s had been working very hard on their performances..so,wish that i would be able to see it as soon as possible:)....i shall end off here.....
a fun day....>_<...(i'm sorry for not joining the others for dinner....)ps......the time that we took to go there was about one hour and twenty mins....hmmm..... its quite a long time for us..and the bus was really crowded with people as its time after work and school for all.....:).. managed to squeeze up the bus and got out of the bus in time... it was already about 7pm when we reached there.....had a sumptous meal bafore leaving which was about 8pm.....its considered a waste as we only stayed there for one hour:)but i did not regret going there.....after which,we took train back.....and,when we reach the station,we do not know which side should we take...and the train was already there,door closing..therefore,i ran and check the board.. i thought Gojo was following me but she did not manage to catch up... haha...when i ran into the train,the door closed....we staring at each other blankly...then i immediately told her that i will be waiting for her at the next station...hmmm..its quite scary at that time....cause i'm left alone.....Gojo's scared too....:)next thing i knew was that i'm all alone at the station call ''Lakeside''..and its already 9 something at night....which made me more afraid...... wouldn't have rushed in like that if i knew it would be like this.....regretted...and sorry Gojo...for ''abandoning'' you like that.....i promise that i won't do this again.....reached home at about 9.30pm after that.... also,we promised that we would be out celebrating our up-coming ''big day''....heh....hope that it could be a successful one.... ahhh..i'm so excited about it..even if its a few days more:)... thinking of going zoo at first...but its so ridiculous....haha then,thought of going Sakura.....and attemting to call the others out too....:D.....hope that this year could be a memorable one......:) and also,so excited for the teacher's day concert too.... knew that the sce 4s had been working very hard on their performances..so,wish that i would be able to see it as soon as possible:)....i shall end off here.....
Labels: Nihon Mura
1:58 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
♥ 15/08/08,friday
***hui lee and me!!!***
***our desserts***.jpg)
***christ and me***.jpg)
***ping and me***
***christ and hui lee***
***my spaghetti***
***our fries inside the soup..its nice..**Many things happened today....
Reached school at the same time and found out that chrina,grace and ah bin didn't come to school.....and also,felt like i'm going to vomit anytime.....felt so so so unwell....shu fang told me that i looked very stress....Dinesh also told me that too...and its maybe that i kept venting my anger on him today...kept scolding him....''sorry dinesh!!''....after which,carried on with our lessons....and finally,its lunch time...melvin and me went to 4n1 to study our chemistry as its very quiet there......when lunch is ending,went to take my math worksheet from chrina at the gate and when i went up,something happened...which made me felt that the boys really over-do it....i didn't mean that you all cannot play or tease each other..its that something that you all said might mean alot to another person.......hmmm...continued with math lesson and took our chemistry test....which made me relax after it.....
Its already almost 5pm after our test and had to rush in order to make it in time to meet the others....our meeting time is 6 pm and i had to rush home and hurry to causeway to buy their presents before meeting up with them....luckily,my dad had some free time which he could spare to make use of it to be my driver for that few minutes....haha....managed to reach there on time.....which made me heaved a sign of relief......:)...we waited for ping to come while sitting around near civic centre....and finally,she came and we went up to seoul garden to have our sumptuous dinner....we played around throughout the dinner....and also took alot of photos too....next,finished our dinner at about 8.15pm.....we decided to go home after that....and....i'm quite happy as i finally have friends to accompany me to take the same bus home.....which normally,i don't....as most of them live in yishun.....loves:).....seperated after that and i really appreciated those times that i spent with them...maybe...to me....,its the only time for me to really relax....away from all the problems....thanks my friends....:)
Received my presents in advance today....got a small water cooler(from hui lee and christ) and a small little bear decoration(from ping).....:D....the times really made me happy although time flies......
Labels: celebration
10:39 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
♥ 12/08/08,tuesday
Took our results today..and i got a A2.......actually,i'm wondering if i'm supposed to be happy or sad?but once i reached home,i found out that i should be sad.....and even guilty.....:(.....when i told her my results,she blamed me.....blamed me for getting such result.....scolded me for not working hard.....compared me with my sisters.......i hate her..hated her for all these...she won't even try to understand...try to understand my feelings......she never ever saw my hard work....but..rather....my results......she only want my results...those things that could make her feel proud..feel proud in front of others......felt so unhappy after hearing what she said.....i cried...but..its not because of my results....its because of her....saying all those things........why?why must she keep saying such things to add on to my burden?????i shall end off here.....(no comments needed....)
Labels: can't take it
7:28 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
♥ 08/08/08,friday
It was quite a fun day today..but ironically,its also a boring day...:)we were supposed to reach school at 7.15am..according to the moniter.....reach school and saw zan hao.....so,we walked up together...and..saw mr eugene lim..haiz...zen too....after reaching the classroom,we went to change to our full-u which made us felt like we were going to burn....so hot!!!...heh....went to watch the parade followed by performances after that...hmm...also being scolded badly by mrs samuel for playing...haiz...she scolded me in front of so many people.....ahhh.....but anyway,its over......after which,the performances ended at about 10.30am....so early....and headed for the UG photo-taking...haiz...SJAB is the last to take..and we still have to let the NCC to take first.....hmmm....and it took us so much time...just for waiting......finally,after photo-taking,went off to meet them...and watched ''money no enough 2'' with them..its really a funny but sad movie....we cried alot....heh:)....after movie,its already about 4pm....we went home straight after that.........lastly,happy birthday to xiu hui and happy olympics.....:)
***i thought that if we were able to see each other again for the third time,it means that we actually have the fate to be at least friends...but...i was wrong to think so.....i'm to blame for it....i should give up soon..***
***i thought that if we were able to see each other again for the third time,it means that we actually have the fate to be at least friends...but...i was wrong to think so.....i'm to blame for it....i should give up soon..***
Labels: 2008 national day
9:20 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
♥ 06/08/08,wednesday
Oh...i'm so tired today......finally...exams for this month is over!!!!!loves~~~....have to wait till next month,2nd september for our 'N' levels chinese paper......hmmm..and one more thing...we'll be getting back our chinese 'O' levels results next tuesday....ahhh..i'm so nervous......hmm..heard from Mdm Cao Yang that we will be taking it from our form teacher,one by one....haiz...so afraid....haha...Zan Hao and me had also promised each other that if we get the results that we do not wish to get,we will be hugging together and cry..haha....but obviously,we are only joking.....:D...hmmm....on 4th of august,we had our english prelim paper....on 5th august,we had our chinese prelim paper and today,6 august,we had our SS prelim paper.....so tired these few days....plus....i've been having mixed emotions these few days...should i give up or not?..i've been hesitating....hmmm....think that i should drop this issue as soon as possible....and....two more days to xiuhui's birthday!!!!25 more days to mine!!!!!and one month more to qi's........oh....heh..it seems like there's a lot of birthday girls this month...
One more day of school and friday will be the national day celebration,olympics an xiu hui's birthday too!!!!!heh...feel so excited even now....oh.....let's wait patiently......:).....hmmm..i shall be ready for tomorrow.......and will be more relax...whee.....i shall end here......:)
Labels: relax
8:55 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008
♥ 1st august 2008,friday
Its a fun day for me today...also a busy day....we actually planned to celebrate mrs samuel's birthday today for her....and her actual birthday is tomorrow......in the morning,we were scolded by mrs samuel badly for standing outside the classroom(jin qiang and me) and others for standing around in class...and we were punished by standing outside the classroom for about 10 mins..and she even told us that she will be issuing jin qiang and me a one day DC form..haiz...but i did not blame her at all... after which, school ended at 12.45pm originally but mrs wong allow us to end it 15 mins earlier....thanks to her that the others can prepare all the things in time....after which,we were supposed to arrange the tables and chairs to the side...and melvin they all went to buy KFC...and others went to take the cake.....zan hao and me went to give the walkathon card to ms soh and join back the class after that....next,we waited for the cake to come and mrs samuel reached class at almost the same time too....we prepared the cake hurriedly and stand in a row,waiting for her to come in...and we started singing birthday song..with a ''I LOVE YOU!'' behind....heh..its so fun..and mrs samuel told us that she's very touch by our actions...she also confirmed with us that no DC will be issued to us....lucky us.....:)....after which,we continued with giving her the presents that each of us prepared and cutting of the cakes......i enjoyed the food...there's pizza,KFC chicken,popcorn chicken,wafer sticks,cakes....etc...after celebration,our class decided to play games together but shu fang,melvin and me met someone else at northpoint for lunch and after that went back to join the class........lastly,shu fang and me went home at about 4.15pm......its so memorable today:)
Labels: happy birthday to mrs samuel
7:04 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..