Thursday, July 26, 2007
♥ thursday,26/07/07
hii!!heh..really long time neva update blog entry ler..ha..i keep complaining bout CHRINANA..but mii oso neva go update..heh...haiz...chrinana is right...cause really no mood to study sia..oso dunno why sia...haiz...and is especially this week lor...everyday so tired....ha...every lesson feel like anytime will fall asleep de...dun believe ask the ''ai de ai de'' who is sitting beside me..haha.....is tat CHRINANA LEE SIEW MAI...haha..if she sees this then she will be really angry de ba...haha..heck care bout her..hahaha...jk..jk..later she really dun wan friend me then i die ler..cause later lesson time no one wanna ''crazy'' with me...haha...cause sit with her i oso become a bit siao ler lar..so dun blame me if i sudenly laugh to myself or wat ar...haha....haiz...tml is friday again..got e cca to attend...and mux oso do my veri best sia...cause i flag bearer..haha...cannot let sjab lose face de..so mux jia you!!haha...then tml de tml oso got NDP training sia...haiz..a buit sian...ha...but mii is unlike tat lazy chrinana de lor...at least i in uniform group then got march and do all e things..but she jux sit in library then do nothing sia..haha,...jk lar...heh....ahhh..and todae i took back chrinana de library badge sia..heh..then i think ppl oso think tat i am a librarian..heh...haiz...mux blame on my honest look and innocent face lar...hahaha....jk onli....but its e truth ma..haha....but see if she remembers ...if not then i take the badge as mine..haha.....jk.....ok..have to end my entry here ler....^3^....bb
9:16 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
♥ 21/07/07,saturday....
yoz...
here to update my blog again ler...
veri tired todae...went for NDP training todae...so angry when at the rehearsal parade sia...those NPCC sirs..made us wait for so long seh...going to fall out ler then mr or come talk to me then he made me laugh like hell then after talk finish immediately is going to march ler..haha...so lucky lor...heh..''thank u,mr or!!!!''.....heh..haiz.....but oso veri tired....heh...after tat went out with qi moi....heh..so happy and relax going out with her....so long neva ''relax'' ler....cause everytime will feel so safforcating and tends up when going out with others....todae we oso laugh like hell heh...so happy when i am with qi moi..and todae when at parade horxx..i so angry cause we at parade so ''xin ku'' then stand there cannot move then suddenly heard the sec 3s NCC boys singing sponge bob square pants de song..then like so relax lor....heh....but when they sing i oso felt a bit relax lars...heh..cause when others is happy i oso happy ma...heh....quite stress a few days ago..but really veri lucky to have qi...cause she really made me relax so much seh....heh....love my qi moi foreva...heh....my one and onli trusted and best friend in the whole world...and she's the onli one who understands me the most..haha...^3^..actually i felt so stress up and felt so troublesome with the word''friends'' nowadays..........hate it when ''non-stop'' de problems comes to me...hate untrusted friendships and betrayers foreva!!!!!
here to update my blog again ler...
veri tired todae...went for NDP training todae...so angry when at the rehearsal parade sia...those NPCC sirs..made us wait for so long seh...going to fall out ler then mr or come talk to me then he made me laugh like hell then after talk finish immediately is going to march ler..haha...so lucky lor...heh..''thank u,mr or!!!!''.....heh..haiz.....but oso veri tired....heh...after tat went out with qi moi....heh..so happy and relax going out with her....so long neva ''relax'' ler....cause everytime will feel so safforcating and tends up when going out with others....todae we oso laugh like hell heh...so happy when i am with qi moi..and todae when at parade horxx..i so angry cause we at parade so ''xin ku'' then stand there cannot move then suddenly heard the sec 3s NCC boys singing sponge bob square pants de song..then like so relax lor....heh....but when they sing i oso felt a bit relax lars...heh..cause when others is happy i oso happy ma...heh....quite stress a few days ago..but really veri lucky to have qi...cause she really made me relax so much seh....heh....love my qi moi foreva...heh....my one and onli trusted and best friend in the whole world...and she's the onli one who understands me the most..haha...^3^..actually i felt so stress up and felt so troublesome with the word''friends'' nowadays..........hate it when ''non-stop'' de problems comes to me...hate untrusted friendships and betrayers foreva!!!!!
Labels: NDP training....^3^
8:56 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
♥ 16/07/07,monday...
come update my entries again....
sometimes think tat makes me so tired...
if i ask..wat is ur reason for living ..then wat would u answer?
love?friendship?or even nothing?for me,its for no reason ba....but sometimes will feel tat i'm so bless with my friends all around me....but sometimes,after being left out,i will feel tat darkness is surrounding me again....the world with not even a glimpse of light is surrounding me and devouring me......i dun even have a small chance to choose wheather to accept or wat.....:(.....
i'm dissapointed by some friends actually...so dissapointed....and again, i'm hurt....sometimes,the definition of friends to me are....jux hurting each other non-stop....jux can't stop this....but friends are not foreva right?although ppl always say ''friends foreva''.............
wat's all this friends things about?can anyone tell me?or do i noe the answer long ago?to me,when i'm sad,i dun need my friends to say anything to me...they jux stand beside me and i will feel veri calm and will have a feeling tat they truly care about me....maybe this is the answer....:)..
sometimes think tat makes me so tired...
if i ask..wat is ur reason for living ..then wat would u answer?
love?friendship?or even nothing?for me,its for no reason ba....but sometimes will feel tat i'm so bless with my friends all around me....but sometimes,after being left out,i will feel tat darkness is surrounding me again....the world with not even a glimpse of light is surrounding me and devouring me......i dun even have a small chance to choose wheather to accept or wat.....:(.....
i'm dissapointed by some friends actually...so dissapointed....and again, i'm hurt....sometimes,the definition of friends to me are....jux hurting each other non-stop....jux can't stop this....but friends are not foreva right?although ppl always say ''friends foreva''.............
wat's all this friends things about?can anyone tell me?or do i noe the answer long ago?to me,when i'm sad,i dun need my friends to say anything to me...they jux stand beside me and i will feel veri calm and will have a feeling tat they truly care about me....maybe this is the answer....:)..
Labels: feelings towards life...
6:35 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
♥ 14/07/07,saturday
hii!!
long time neva write an entry ler..hmmm..actually its onli 2 or 3 days onli lar...heh..not veri long horxx...hahaz...todae got the NDP training...actually is start from yesterday de lar..yesterday is my first training as a flag barrier....so nervous sia...and always do it wrongly then cause the whole colour parties to stop for several times sia....haiz...i'm so useless....can't even do something properly......but still mux jia you right...cause meiting trust me,trust tat i can take up the job so she help me get it...and let me have the chance to be a flag barrier....so mux cherish the chance....anyway,after this NDP parade,platoon 3 won't have much chance to go for parade again.....haiz...so sad sia......:(....but nvm..mux let juniors have a chance to take over ma....heh.....
hmmm...dunno how is ah zen ler....everyone veri worried bout him sia...keep asking me bout him.....haiz...btw,he's coming back on mon.......haha....
k lar...wanna stop writing ler....heh..cause i hardworking ma... wanna go watch show ler....ha....anyway,i wanna JIA YOU to be the best flag barrier for SJAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...going to train everyday for the flag barrier thing...haha...but try lar....:)...
long time neva write an entry ler..hmmm..actually its onli 2 or 3 days onli lar...heh..not veri long horxx...hahaz...todae got the NDP training...actually is start from yesterday de lar..yesterday is my first training as a flag barrier....so nervous sia...and always do it wrongly then cause the whole colour parties to stop for several times sia....haiz...i'm so useless....can't even do something properly......but still mux jia you right...cause meiting trust me,trust tat i can take up the job so she help me get it...and let me have the chance to be a flag barrier....so mux cherish the chance....anyway,after this NDP parade,platoon 3 won't have much chance to go for parade again.....haiz...so sad sia......:(....but nvm..mux let juniors have a chance to take over ma....heh.....
hmmm...dunno how is ah zen ler....everyone veri worried bout him sia...keep asking me bout him.....haiz...btw,he's coming back on mon.......haha....
k lar...wanna stop writing ler....heh..cause i hardworking ma... wanna go watch show ler....ha....anyway,i wanna JIA YOU to be the best flag barrier for SJAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...going to train everyday for the flag barrier thing...haha...but try lar....:)...
Labels: NDP training....
6:10 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Todae,we went to ah zen's dad wake.....its kinda sad.....we were the first to reach there...when we saw ah zen,he looked so sad....i dunno wat to say to him so i jux kept quiet....sit there...after tat we went to pray.....ah zen and his two brothers were standing beside us........there was no expression on their face at all.....so so so worried bout ah zen.....actually wanna go tell him de....''didi...dun be sad....as ur ''sis'',if u need help jux give me one call and i will immediately go to ur side....''.....
but problem is i dun dare to go tell him this cause he's really veri sad at tat time........i felt like i'm going to suffocate any second....so i went to walk around the neighbourhood....but wen wei they all worried bout me so they came to look for me...it made me really veri touch....but i felt so useless.......i can do nothing for him.......haiz....so sad.....although i went to talk to him before leaving and he even smiled....but i am still quite worried bout him though.......haiz....wish tat he can regain his ''energy'' and funny character again.......i really wanna tell him tat we are all his good friends....if he need someone to talk to,he can look for anyone of us.........think thursday will go see him again....DIDI!!!MUX ZHEN ZUO!!!
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST DIDI FOREVA!!!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!!
but problem is i dun dare to go tell him this cause he's really veri sad at tat time........i felt like i'm going to suffocate any second....so i went to walk around the neighbourhood....but wen wei they all worried bout me so they came to look for me...it made me really veri touch....but i felt so useless.......i can do nothing for him.......haiz....so sad.....although i went to talk to him before leaving and he even smiled....but i am still quite worried bout him though.......haiz....wish tat he can regain his ''energy'' and funny character again.......i really wanna tell him tat we are all his good friends....if he need someone to talk to,he can look for anyone of us.........think thursday will go see him again....DIDI!!!MUX ZHEN ZUO!!!
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!
BEST DIDI FOREVA!!!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!!
Labels: went for the wake...
7:50 PM
Monday, July 9, 2007
♥ 09/07/07,monday...
its so scary todae....i'm so shock to know tat his father jux pass away...i'm so scared tat if one day,someone who are close to me also died...then i won't be able to take it....so sad todae....maybe is because i really treat him as my little bro tat's why when he's sad then i will oso be sad....so scared tat he won't be able to take the shocking news.....i can understand a bit of his feelings as i had lost two siblings before.......one is my eldest bro and one is my seconfd sis.....although they were dead before being born out but i still care bout them veri much....wish to see them...even if its onli going to be allowed for one time or even one min.......i dun mind,...i even dreamt of them....but i can't......hmmm....
u won't cherish tat person or thing unless he's dead or its lost......everyone including me knows this sentence and the meaning but ppl won't really understand until they really experience it......i didn have a chance to cherish them.....but i would really like to if i am given a chance next life.......:(
u won't cherish tat person or thing unless he's dead or its lost......everyone including me knows this sentence and the meaning but ppl won't really understand until they really experience it......i didn have a chance to cherish them.....but i would really like to if i am given a chance next life.......:(
Labels: shock...
8:10 PM
Saturday, July 7, 2007
♥ 07/07/07
hii!!!
this is my first entry in my first blog....
haha...
quite happy lar...but oso like so troublesome de loh...luckily got gu lei and ah bin help but ah bin help until like wanna to vomit blood ler...haha....cause i'm a 100% blog idiot...heh...
todae i go to ju eng old folk's home with my platoon mates in st.john...
wah..really suai loh...i went to the kitchen to cut the green,red and yellow peppers...then my knife like not sharp..then kamal say he wanna change knife with me cause he wan to let me have the sharper knife to cut swo i change with him...then the most unlucky thing is tat the first knife i cut the pepper then i cut my two fingers....the blood kept dripping...then i kept laughing....and tat zan hao like scared until keep shouting like this....haha...so funny...although veri pain but i jux can't stop myself from laughing....
then when we two walk to the first aid post,the blood kept dripping on e floor sia....
then hao like ''eeeeee'' ...hahaha.....
then reach the first aid post like i go wash my wound then then nurse go take the medicine and then solution for cleaning de....then i like start to scare ler.....when she wanna clean then i shout...unitl all the nurse turn back and see me sia....so paiseh....haha.....then we clean ler then i go find meiting they all...then they say my two fingers veri cute...like big big de....then they oso queue to take photo with my fingers sia...
haha....so funny.....its such a long day at ju eng old folk'ws home...heh....but really veri fun....hope we will have more activities like this....but anyway,i'm the one who can organise activities ma....ha...so i will try to organise more activities de.....ha.....k...i will end here.....buabua.....
this is my first entry in my first blog....
haha...
quite happy lar...but oso like so troublesome de loh...luckily got gu lei and ah bin help but ah bin help until like wanna to vomit blood ler...haha....cause i'm a 100% blog idiot...heh...
todae i go to ju eng old folk's home with my platoon mates in st.john...
wah..really suai loh...i went to the kitchen to cut the green,red and yellow peppers...then my knife like not sharp..then kamal say he wanna change knife with me cause he wan to let me have the sharper knife to cut swo i change with him...then the most unlucky thing is tat the first knife i cut the pepper then i cut my two fingers....the blood kept dripping...then i kept laughing....and tat zan hao like scared until keep shouting like this....haha...so funny...although veri pain but i jux can't stop myself from laughing....
then when we two walk to the first aid post,the blood kept dripping on e floor sia....
then hao like ''eeeeee'' ...hahaha.....
then reach the first aid post like i go wash my wound then then nurse go take the medicine and then solution for cleaning de....then i like start to scare ler.....when she wanna clean then i shout...unitl all the nurse turn back and see me sia....so paiseh....haha.....then we clean ler then i go find meiting they all...then they say my two fingers veri cute...like big big de....then they oso queue to take photo with my fingers sia...
haha....so funny.....its such a long day at ju eng old folk'ws home...heh....but really veri fun....hope we will have more activities like this....but anyway,i'm the one who can organise activities ma....ha...so i will try to organise more activities de.....ha.....k...i will end here.....buabua.....
Labels: at ju eng old folk's home....
11:28 PM
to be a CKK instructor asap..